Wednesday, February 23, 2011
I hate this feelingof being overwhelmed by uncontrollable emotions
and being angry and irritated at the slightest things
and eventually using others as a punching bag
i know i deserve a slap in the face for saying this
but i'm sick of life
sick of living day by day
drifting aimlessly
it's no different with a living corpse with no soul
no dreams
no passion
no goal
no life
i can't say i'm exactly thrilled that contract's coming to an end this thurs
temporary freedom.hooray.
but it just means having to job search again
dreadful. taunting. tiring.
and i figured it's time to shut off all emotions
shouldn't allow myself to get too attached to anything
be it living or non-living
we all came into this world alone
and we die
alone
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars
12:29 AM