Sunday, January 23, 2011
back home after awesome night out with 사랑하는 미친 친구들 (some were missing, though). short but awesome, though. as usual (:
as i was in the car, cruising on the highway, listening to soothing music, gazing at the night lights
lots of thoughts just ran through my mind
n a wave of nostalgia just hit me when we drove by that familiar road
the road which we used to pass by every Tues and Thurs
the road back home from SKS
well, i'll still be passing by every Tues and Thurs since I'm still continuing class
well.it's just the four of us now - me, Carol, Lesley and Ziling
somehow, i really miss those crazy times which we would laugh n do all kinds of crazy things in class
laughing at silly jokes and saying random things
going for late night supper tgt
rushing for the shuttle bus after school
going to toms toms to chill
just those times tgt
i know nothing lasts forever
i know we'll still hang out
but we won't be able to do so as often as before now that all of us have branched out in different directions in life
it's moments like this when i really comprehend the phrase 'the reason why people hold on to memories is cos' they're the only things that won't change'
i hope our friendship doesn't too
because it's something that i really hold dear to me
for it's not easy to find smth genuine like that
i rmb how i didn't seem to fit in at first, cos i was probably the latest person who joined in the clique since i was from another class
but somehow, as time passed, i slowly opened up and found a place where i could belong
friends whom i can laugh, rant, get crazy and crap about anything with
friends who make me smile after dreadful days at work just by seeing their faces
friends whom i can just be myself with
ha sorry but i get exceptionally emotional at night
well, truth is, i don't really have a lot of people around me whom i can really call friends
i'm not one who opens up easily
so i really cherish every single friend i have, though few
i really hope we would be able to have more of such gatherings in future, as Lesley mentioned
(:
for now, I'm still in the midst of figuring out my life
ha if only life was like the movies
okay the good parts, I mean
dream big, they say
it takes courage to dream, and even more courage to put your words into action
dreams
i believe everyone has them
but who are the ones who dare to pursue them?
not many, i believe
i definitely don't wanna look back someday down the road
and regret for not having even tried
that'll really suck, big time
life's short
so live it to the fullest
cliche
but true
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars
2:47 AM