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Tales of the Told.

Sunday, June 20, 2010





somehow, this brought tears to my eyes after watching it

some childhood memories just flooded back
and i was instantly reminded of my grandma
how she always showered me with the most unconditional love one could ever ask for in this world
and how selfish and childish i'd been during her last days

i remembered how she brought me to school...how she carried my school bag when i was a child..how she always brought me to the mama shop to buy my fav snacks..how she brought me my fav snacks...how she cooked my fav food..how she always took care of me when i was sick...how she would stand by and watch me eat my dinner at times when i came home late n e rest of the family had already finished dinner..how she tucked me into bed every night...how she would still call me every morning just to say words of encouragement to me when i was taking my O levels...
how i'd always taken everything for granted..assuming that she'll always be there no matter what
it was only on that fateful day 4 years ago that i realised the hard way...
she had cancer. she was dying. she would no longer be with me...not for long.
suddenly it just felt as though there wasn't enough time to be with her.
my world came crashing down.
thoughts ran through my head.

Ah Ma, I imagined you being there on my poly graduation day, standing beside me, my arm around your shoulders as we smiled and posed at the cam
I imagined you smiling happily as you received the handbag I bought for you with my first salary from my first proper job after graduation
I imagined you there, as I served you tea on my wedding day

All these...I could only imagine
For you're no longer here


I'm sorry I was never a good grandaughter
And I thank God for giving me such a wonderful grandmother

and I thank God for a wonderful grandpa and dad

I just can't bring myself to tell them how much I appreciate all that they've done for me
as much as I wanna tell them how much I love them, I just cant bring myself to


And I know there's still many things I haven't done enough
and I pray that I'll soon be rid of my self-consumed world

and I hope that until then
it won't be too late


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