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Thursday, May 6, 2010

maybe it's just one of those days when things don't go right

no
in fact. nothing seems to be going right these days
everything's all wrong

my life's in a mess

i'm stuck in a job i don't even like
i don't even know what i'm doing daily
from 9am to 6pm
it's just sitting there
wasting my life away
awaiting that payroll at e end of the month
and it seems like e only motivation for me to keep on working there


and now i've made a decision
finally
or so it seems

i want to quit
to end it all

but again
i'm holding back
hesitating
why?

cos i need money
for classes
for treatment

why?
cos those are what's keeping me alive at e moment


i won't know what to do if i lose them all



'follow your heart. though it's on the left, it's always right'


i know i'm one who always listens to my heart, instead of that rational voice in my head

should i or should i not


i don't even know what's going on anymore

things are falling apart



i miss those days
where we just wandered through the familiar corridors
ran on the sparse fields
sat on benches and random walkways
just chatting and laughing with not a care in the world

i miss the times when we complained about exams, homework, bitchy teachers, stupid school rules
i miss staying up late just to chiong assignments and mug for exams
i miss getting all stupid and crazy in class

i miss my school life


i'm just not prepared to work
am still not



screw it
i hate myself


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