Tuesday, August 5, 2008
This is bad
It's gotten depressing
I hate attachment
i totally dread going to work
i'm totally cut out from all forms of contact with the outside world
i'm stuck in the damn office for 10 fuckin' hours everyday
i have no life
i'm so darn worried abt the MUIS shoot nxt Mon and Tues
i haven't been trained to be a PA
and i know nuts about the programme
they just put me there cos i'm CHEAP LABOUR
and they can just make use of me, a CHEAP LABOUR, to do random stuff for them
what if i screw things up?
oh fuck it.i don't wanna imagine.
much lest think abt it
but damn. it's screwing my brains
how long is this shit gonna continue
we can't possibly come up with the same old excuse during lunch time everyday
oh why didn't u join us for lunch today?
oh we meeting friend..
ha. how fake.
we even had to quickly shun and take the other route when we saw the rest heading for the same coffeeshop today
damn. i feel like an anti-social
but God help me, i can't seem to fit in
and fuck that Kim
she's such a bitch.
a total bitch
she didn't even LOOK at Ket and me during the meeting today
Who the fuck does she think she is?
*snarls
ah whatever,
shan't let insignificant people like her spoil my day
i hate attachment lah
hai
Joyc's teaching Ket to do callsheet and all that tmr
and i'm still stuck at transcribing cos' Sonia's been damn busy
although i'd be better off transcribing, than doin some shitty pre-pro work, but what the heck, i wonder what my lect's gonna say if he flips thru my logbook and finds out i've been doing nth but transcribing all day long???????
damn damn damn
life's hard
and thanks to transcribing, i now find Pornsak kinda charismatic
ahha.
the more i look at him, the more charismatic i find him
ahha
tomorrow's Wed
weekends, come quickly
jebal.
17th Oct, come quickly
i miss my friends
i want my life back
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars
10:00 PM