Wednesday, August 13, 2008
believe or not
I had lunch with Wahidah just now
together with my two bitches, Ket and Ling
gosh. the three bitches are back together again.
haha. so happy
it was basically a session where we told Wahidah EVERYTHING
well, at least most of the hell we went thru in attachment
it's too long to put down in words
Ling, you are one lucky bitch. at least now you know. so enjoy ur work more okay!
we're all in this shit together and we'll GO THROUGH AND OVERCOME IT TOGETHER!!!! (:
basically, i just wanna say THANK YOU WAHIDAH
really. i really wanna thank you from the bottom of my heart
for offering great advice and just encouraging us
it's really good to know that you understand what kind of hell we're going thru, and that u actually trust us and believe in us, despite all that shit which u heard from the others in the office
thank you, my dearest lecturer, really
thank you for being with us
i know u are alrd tyring ur best
but some things are just within ur control
i just wanna thank you for listening to our side of the story
and for everything
i just hope everything will be okay at the end of the day
i can't be bothered abt whatever else they have to say abt me. not anymore.
they can go ahead and stab me whatever and whichever way they want to
all that matters is i've alrd tried my best
and i know i didn't do the things which they accuse me of doing
only Heaven knows
after today, i felt really sorry for 'hating' Wahidah so much in the past
i know ket and ling feels the same way too
i'm sure Wahidah has become one of our favourite lecturers now. definitely.
teehee
it's 65 more days
long
but i will hang in there
no matter what
cos i know at the end of the day, there are still people out there who care and understand and know the truth
no pt wasting tears and wasting time n energy over insignificant bloody stuck-up motherfuckers who go abt spinning fake stories abt ppl for reasons only they themselves know
they can jolly well fuck off and get outta my life
thank you Wahidah
thank you Dad
thank you Grandpa
thank you my whole family (and that includes you, ah ma. even though u're not here anymore, i'm sure you're still watching over me from above. pls give me strength to go through this)
thank you Sya
thank you Von
thank you Mai
thank you Ket
thank you Ling
thank you Nooraini
thank you Park Ji Na
thank you for all the words of encouragement (even though some of you express it in weird ways.ahha. but thanks for making the effort (: )
thank you for just making things so much better
thank you for just being there
you guys don't have to say anything
but at the end of the day, i know there's still a reason to smile cos' you guys will always be there no matter how bad things at work might get
Heavenly Father, please give me strength and courage to go through this
i have faith.
For if he brings you to it, he'll bring you through it.
i miss school
it's just depressing
it's okay. Lee Ae Mi. it's okay.
you won't fall down like that just cos' of a minor setback
no
Ket's comin back tmr
like FINALLY
now that's a reason to smile (:
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars
10:50 PM