Saturday, August 30, 2008
thank God it's Friday
even though Fridays and weekends don't make any difference at all to me now
every single day's like a weekday
with lots of phone calls and emailing and casting and logging
and God knows what else, to do
i didn't know everyone loved me so much, to the extent i keep receiving phone calls and emails every waking moment, every waking minute
"Amy, is this done? Amy, is that done?"
I want it done like asap. Can you sense the urgency"
dah dah dah dah dah
wah nabei. seriously
i am human. i have only two hands.
one mouth
two eyes.
one nose.
two ears
two legs
i can only do so much at one time
and at the end of the day, if it's not done,
i get stares
yes, I mean STARES.
Ket, we can gladly sing Daughtry's 'It's Not Over' now
song of the day
or rather, for the remaining 1 and a half fuckin' months
IT'S NOT OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
48 more daayyssss
i hope i'll not be dead by then
shoot me.someone.
shoot me.
i srsly need alcohol
maybe some pills as well
fuck life
seriously
even though i figured the only way to get through this is to stay positive
and endure endure endure
but there's a limit okay
a limit
i'm slipping off the edge
i'm hanging by a thread
so many things to do
yet so little time
yet, i want EVERYTHING to be over
everyone's leaving
one by one
shortage of ppl
and all the shit work comes to us
come interns, come
my mind's in a mess
i'm having a bad headache
but hell, i won't break down
i can't
and i won't
at least i hope
i reckon there's no fairness in this fucked up world
모두 다 고짓말
다 고짓말
tell me about it
i just wanna SCREAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
and yes, I WANNA CRY
damn damn damn
save me, ONE LOVE
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars
2:12 AM