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Tales of the Told.

Monday, August 18, 2008

it's Monday now...


i don't know why but i've just got this sinking feeling
it's indescribable
some kind of hollow and empty feeling



talked to ket just now
hell, she sounded madly suicidal
stop eating panadols lah
omg



ha. suicide.
yes i'm that depressed to the extent of harbouring thoughts of just dashing across a busy road in the hope that some car will just knock me down


i know i'm mad
and don't worry
i won't do that
it'll be too ugly a way to die

i'll find some way prettier





it's Monday already
i've lost track of days

the transcribing's getting to me
and i'm damn worried i can't complete on time
i'm so tired
to the pt i can even sleep while standing
but i can't get to sleep
my mind's filled with too many thoughts


God save me


i'm hearing voices in my mind
i've turned delusional
i've turned completely insane



i suspect i'm slowly suffering frm depression
numbness, loss of appetite...what next
ha congrats
congrats
congrats



i'm not looking forward to tomorrow..
i'm not looking forward to anything
i know i have to hang in there
but it's easier said than done


i hope i sleep and never wake up





anyway, Park Ji Na, this is the pic i was talking about just now

haha. CUTE rite???????????
i know you just died.lol

anw, thanks for your offer to write a spin-off for your ff.
just make sure it's indeed as heart-stopping as you say it'll be okay.
hahahhaha
but well, it's very simple
just 3 words.
Lee Hyuk Jae
=)



anyway, to everyone
good luck for all your mugging and exams!!!!!!

i will give anything just to go back to school again
meanwhile, i can only await the days of my 'short trip to hell' (as Sya puts it) to end.


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