Monday, August 11, 2008 it sucks when you have to go through this aloneit sucks when no one completely understandsit sucks when you have no one to turn toit sucks when you're not getting appreciatedit sucks when you're being misunderstoodit sucks when you're being treated like a slaveit sucks when tears fall even though you try to fight it backit sucksit sucksi wonder, do they even treat me like HUMAN?or am i just a mere slave?or dog?ha. perhaps i can't even be compared to an animal.ha. Amy Lee.who the heck are you.who the hell do u think u are?u're nothing.nothing but cheap labour.a mere intern.who does all the shit work and gets no one's appreciation at the end of the dayi don't even ask for muchi don't even request that you say thank you or whatsoeveri just hope you can understandinstead of jumping to conclusions and going abt misunderstanding ppltry to fit in and mingle arnd, you saybut hell, i am tryingbut ask yourself, how would u feel if u were suddenly thrown into such an alien environment where everything's just totally foreign to u, and people alrd know each other oh so well, then how the heck are you supposed to fit in u're not even given a chance?it's easier said than done.ha.i hate it seriouslyKet, come back to the office..like SOONNtotally bad day todayeven lost the damn door cardnow i have to pay $15 bucks to replace itoh fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!i'm seriously broke.the company's always saying..oh i'll reimburse your moneybut it's always a long process of waiting and waiting.cab fares, money spent on errands and everything else.my pocket's totally drained.i want back my money!fuckit sucks when you waste tears over such insignificant mattersnow my eyes are swollen and in painand my calltime's at 7am tmrwhich means i've gotta wake up at like what..5am?nabei.i hope i faint of heatstroke or smth during the jungle shoot tmrthen it'll be a moment of celebrationi've never enjoyed being sick morethanks Ket, for the words of encouragmentthank you, really (:got no choice. just don't cry. Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars 11:50 PM
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars 11:50 PM