Saturday, June 14, 2008
mindfuck. srsly
TV Prog Design is mindfuck
it's messing up my brains and killing off my brain cells
i've been working at that bloody assignment since just now
but it's still not even half done
oh crap
so what if wahidah extended e dateline
i'll still have to get it done asap (aim to complete ovr e wkends and get it OVR AND DONE WITH)
i do wanna slack but hell I CAN'T
cos i noe nxt wk will be PACKED PACKED PACKED
with even more assignments
yes. EVEN MORE ASSIGNMENTS
1) Charlene's ComDA
- final presentation to prepare (more research. more more MORE...)
- final written proposal (which she's so dreading to mark, but she still has to. which i'm so dreading to write, but hell I HAVE NO CHOICE)
2) Wahidah's TV Prog Design (talking about just makes my blood boil)
- Assignment 1 (lack of research, lack of ideas. it's mindfuck. i can't think. i can't find research. it's a torture)
- Assignment 2 (i dun get why the fuck she needs us to do SO MANY presentations. like Ket said, isn't a 'more detailed' concept presentation and final pitch THE SAME??? then why the hell do we have to keep presenting and presenting ovr n ovr again when everyone will be repeating e same thing ovr n ovr again. makes no sense. waste of time. we could have just used up all that shitty time to work on our assignments, instead of rotting down there, and wth, we can't even open our laptops. oh fuck it. i was so sick and bored that i dozed off at a corner the other time.
and yes i'll continue to sit at that seat at the corner at the last row this Thurs.
3) SIP (have to go down to Moving Visuals nxt wk for them to sign the form. i want to go down ASAP. i can't completely rest my mind until they sign that letter of approval for me and CONFIRM my placement in their company.)
crap. i'm turning paranoid.
help me. i've got a strange disease.
and i'm drinking cereals now
i'm really hungry
i've always been hungry at this time of nite lately
and i can't eat chocolate, i can't drink milo, i can't eat biscuits, no hello Pandas, no Pockys, no Famous Amos (although i got so pissed and ate it ytd. there's just NOTHING i can eat in sch), no fried food, no oily food
and my voice still sounds hoarse
i still sound nasal
i still can't breathe properly
and i can't talk properly
wth wth wth wth wth
thank you cereal, at least i have you
i can't even go out and shag the wkends away
i'm stuck at home - assignmenting
yes i have to
i dun want myself to get BURIED ALIVE nxt wk
better complete it ASAP
to free myself of mental stress
i hate this shit
i can't be bothered now
i'm off to slp
shall continue assignmenting tmr
my brain's fried
and i'm sleepy
i'm e next hello panda
my dark eye circles are beyond cure
i need sunglasses and miracle concealer or smth
crap. i just received an email from Wahidah
great. there's nxt round of consultation for assignment 1
everyone, get ready to REDO and get bashed by her
which means, there's no point in doing too much yet
but wth. I WANT TO GET ASSIGNMENT 1 OVER AND DONE WIIIIIIITHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
asshole lah
i just realised i underwent a serious case of change in emotions today
i started off the day by feeling high
then i became pissed
and now, i'm stressed
i'm suffering anxiety attacks
declare me bonkers
Siddons, why didn't YOU teach us TV Prog Design?? haiiiiii
save me from this place. heaven knows i've been waiting for you
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